This impending doom i feel

which shakes me to my core

 leaves me petrified just thinking

 frozen in time like a caveman,

Am i even a man? 

I am constantly running away

constantly looking over my shoulder 

like a wanted man better yet a scared man 

Unsure if im losing my mind i sit here,

late at night once again restless and tired

 contemplating everything and at the same time nothing